-I am still sore from my workout 3 days ago WTF -thats how you know shit was intense.
-There's absolutely no way that I'm going to stop working out now. I workout with my roommate religiously like my life depended on it sometimes and he's not stopping until he gains his 20lbs of muscle back so you know I'm not stopping either.
-I am currently being somehow motivated by my "situation" and its kinda weird but ill take it.
-Sometimes you have to look at things from a different point of view. Yes sometimes things don't happen the way I want them too but at that point I just gotta suck it up. I realize that I cannot count on ANYONE for anything. That especially means I can't let my happiness be influenced by anything/anyone. I'm moving on and I'm working with what I got and most importantly I'm working on making myself better as a person. I love myself more than anyone else and I'm going to out there and do exactly what I want. I always felt like I was holding myself back and ever since I stopped I'm starting to see results. I've stopped worrying about the things I can't control and I'm focused on what I CAN control. Every once in a while I'll catch myself doing silly things like letting things from the PAST affect me, but I always catch myself and that's deffinitely an improvement. I used to always think about "what-if" but now I'm starting to think "how can I." And one more thing, I can totally go for a chicken burrito bowl at Chipotle right now. ;)
-Holy shit I gotta start working again.
-I still do not feel financially secure and I probably never will until 2013 when I'm most likely running my own office if I'm still feeling up to it.
-I always had that tight cash flow so I have my spending habits in check but In my opinion a FAR better idea (for me at the moment) is to spend first, and then worry about how to afford later (moderately of course). Always pay yourself first ;). At least then your motivated to make money. Cause I realize that now, my spendiing habits include spending almost nothing. So therefore I am not motivated to MAKE money. Let's try this for a bit and see where it gets me. hehe.
-I feel like this management training will DEFFINITELY pay off in the future. It's just one of those things that at times FEEL forced but later on you realize that it did you alot of good. Kinda like how I was forced to go to UCVTS instead of going to UHS where all my friends where.
-Black people are really funny.
-I don't know exactly what it is but there is something about them, some kind of characteristic, that makes interacting with them REALLY funny. I'm lovin' it.
-It's my mom's birthday
-She turns 39 today and I'm sure she's overJOYED at almost being 40. Imma have to bust her chops when she gets back from Ecuador. She left because my Great-grandmother passed away so she had to support the family. BUT its good for her because all of her best friends are over there and I'm glad that she at least gets to spend her birthday with them since she hasn't seen them in like 4 years. I love that woman to death and even though she can be a pain, and immature, and she nags sometimes, she does it for a REASON because that woman is fucking intelligent and she definitely keeps that mind on the DL because she is surprising sometimes. And you wouldn't believe how SUPPORTIVE she is with all the stuff I heard her and my dad went through. Definition of a good woman/wife/mother right there. YOU DA BEST!
I'm eating ice cream right now and I'm thinking about how much I miss driving so the first thing I'm going to do when I get home (because I've been at my sister's godparents house for the past 3 hours) is take the car and go crusin' for a little bit. I'd like to feel the breeze on my face again. I miss that feeling. And all those radio songs that are on replay. Oh man they better have switched it up by now its been a long one and a half months!!
-There's absolutely no way that I'm going to stop working out now. I workout with my roommate religiously like my life depended on it sometimes and he's not stopping until he gains his 20lbs of muscle back so you know I'm not stopping either.
-I am currently being somehow motivated by my "situation" and its kinda weird but ill take it.
-Sometimes you have to look at things from a different point of view. Yes sometimes things don't happen the way I want them too but at that point I just gotta suck it up. I realize that I cannot count on ANYONE for anything. That especially means I can't let my happiness be influenced by anything/anyone. I'm moving on and I'm working with what I got and most importantly I'm working on making myself better as a person. I love myself more than anyone else and I'm going to out there and do exactly what I want. I always felt like I was holding myself back and ever since I stopped I'm starting to see results. I've stopped worrying about the things I can't control and I'm focused on what I CAN control. Every once in a while I'll catch myself doing silly things like letting things from the PAST affect me, but I always catch myself and that's deffinitely an improvement. I used to always think about "what-if" but now I'm starting to think "how can I." And one more thing, I can totally go for a chicken burrito bowl at Chipotle right now. ;)
-Holy shit I gotta start working again.
-I still do not feel financially secure and I probably never will until 2013 when I'm most likely running my own office if I'm still feeling up to it.
-I always had that tight cash flow so I have my spending habits in check but In my opinion a FAR better idea (for me at the moment) is to spend first, and then worry about how to afford later (moderately of course). Always pay yourself first ;). At least then your motivated to make money. Cause I realize that now, my spendiing habits include spending almost nothing. So therefore I am not motivated to MAKE money. Let's try this for a bit and see where it gets me. hehe.
-I feel like this management training will DEFFINITELY pay off in the future. It's just one of those things that at times FEEL forced but later on you realize that it did you alot of good. Kinda like how I was forced to go to UCVTS instead of going to UHS where all my friends where.
-Black people are really funny.
-I don't know exactly what it is but there is something about them, some kind of characteristic, that makes interacting with them REALLY funny. I'm lovin' it.
-It's my mom's birthday
-She turns 39 today and I'm sure she's overJOYED at almost being 40. Imma have to bust her chops when she gets back from Ecuador. She left because my Great-grandmother passed away so she had to support the family. BUT its good for her because all of her best friends are over there and I'm glad that she at least gets to spend her birthday with them since she hasn't seen them in like 4 years. I love that woman to death and even though she can be a pain, and immature, and she nags sometimes, she does it for a REASON because that woman is fucking intelligent and she definitely keeps that mind on the DL because she is surprising sometimes. And you wouldn't believe how SUPPORTIVE she is with all the stuff I heard her and my dad went through. Definition of a good woman/wife/mother right there. YOU DA BEST!
I'm eating ice cream right now and I'm thinking about how much I miss driving so the first thing I'm going to do when I get home (because I've been at my sister's godparents house for the past 3 hours) is take the car and go crusin' for a little bit. I'd like to feel the breeze on my face again. I miss that feeling. And all those radio songs that are on replay. Oh man they better have switched it up by now its been a long one and a half months!!
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